this is a poem about the time i almost killed myself i never got to the point of swallowing the pills i threw them across the room first but this is how i imagine the event would have ended. please if you need help someone to talk to someone to listen or even a shoulder to cry on please message me im more than willing to help. i hope you read this poem and the other one on self harm and rethink things i hope you find help and hope in these poems