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     The next morning I woke with a slight hangover. It took me a moment to remember where I was. I looked around and blushed as the past night’s events slowly started to come back to me. I sighed and stood taking a quick look at myself in mirror. I didn’t look as bad as I felt. I slipped on my pants from the night before and opened the door quietly. The smell of eggs and bacon rushed through the room. My stomach growled almost on cue. I smiled and started down the steps softly not really wanting anyone to know that I was up already. I caught a glance of a clock and groaned at the time. It read twelve pm I was so late for work. I

   My story started December fiftieth 1984. I was about nineteen at the time. It was one of the nights that most people stay inside and keep warm by a fire. I on the other hand was coming back from my best friend Chelcy’s Christmas party. She was one of those people who loved to do things as early as possible. She had just gotten a new apartment in a not so great part of town. I had been drinking so I thought it best not to drive home. I knew her new place wasn’t too far from mine but the area was still new to me. I had turned down her numerous offers to let me stay there with her and her boyfriend but I didn't feel like being a t

How do you relax How do you not Not want to cry When the person you love most The person who's opinion can make or break you heart Yells at you Calls you annoying Wishes you away How do you keep Keep your heart from shattering Memories Flood back of the other The one you once knew And all you do is cry Wishing to die Wishing to leave Wishing for time to stop As your heart Shatters Breaks into pieces With not a thing You can do To coop

You make me feel better Way you worry let me know Know you care Your one of my closet friends And it's funny Funny cause we have never Never even met before You a little ball of crazy Well So am I It's your birthday And I couldn't buy Buy you a gift So here you go My lame attempt At a birthday gift I hope its cheesy Cause cheese is good I hope it brings you joy On this The day of you 19th year Happy birthday hun

The feeling of Suffocating The thought of What's going on The pound of Your heart as it stops for For only a moment Damn does that moment seem to last Last for hours For days Everything stops You try Try to regain your breathing But you cant You are drowning Drowning in tears The feeling of A nightmare The thought of Am i dead The pound of Your heart as it breaks

You were once my hero But you fell Fell so far For heroes don't Don't break things Don't attack people They don't choke their kids Or slap their wives So no Your not my hero anymore You have been corrupted You have become a villein And i Will Defeat you

Your my dad My hero Yes we fight But I know I will always love you If you were to go I would cry I would die a little inside Please be the daddy The daddy that to me could never die When you talk like this Talk of death and hurt It makes me cry I not ready Not yet To give up my daddy My hero So please stay Please dont die Not yet Cause I would Would die too The biggest part of my heart Would go with you And I cant take that So stay my Hero Stay the strongest man i have ever known Stay my Daddy Don't talk of suicide

                  They say on a bench in the park that was a block away from the ice cream shop. Dave stared down at this hands surprised at his reaction to seeing Jake. Jake looked over at Dave and gave him a small grin.         "You alright chap?" Jake asked putting his hand on Dave's. Dave blushed a little from behind his shades.He didn't know if he should move his hand or not. He kinda liked the feeling of Jake's hand on his. He shrugged and looked up at him.         "Ya I'm fine Jake don't worry about me," he said with a small smile trying to reassure Jake. Jake raised one of his eyebrows and looked away.         "It's Dirk isn't